Wednesday, December 17, 2008

facebooking yet again

when i go online, almost without fail i'll log on to facebook and check what's happening to the people around me. you get to see interesting photos, know juicy details, understand how small singapore is.

so small that your primary school classmate is your secondary school classmate's uni classmate. (if you understand what i mean.) and the list goes on with connections, endless possibilities i tell you.

these few months i've discovered a number of marriages taking place. maybe i'm damn slow to realise, when some have taken place ages ago and i realised only now, but quite a handful are (unfortunately) shotgun marriages. to me it is rather unfortunate, cuz at such a young age, one is not mentally prepared and financially capable to raise a child yet. of course, there is no doubt their marriages will last till the very end, but life ain't gonna be easy.

my point is, no matter what sexual urges we all have, USE PROTECTION. girls are on the losing end no matter what, so please, insist on using condoms even if the guy does not want. i'm not saying "no pre-marital sex", because i understand being young and bold and adventurous, people like to break rules. furthermore, someone (i remember studying it during psychology lessons a couple of years ago) concluded that sex is a basic need, just like food is. condoms are not 100% failproof, but at least 90something% safe, safe enough to prevent unwanted pregnancies, not to mention STDs.

best if urges can be controlled. unless the urge is too strong you may explode, use protection.

ok enough for now. i'm done with this.

time is ticking away. tracy says sleep=wasting life. lol. so i'm wasting lots of my life sleeping till 2pm everyday. sorry people, i am a pig. i know some would like to strangle me for having the luxury of sleep while they struggle hard to get some, but hey, it's holidays for me hor!

BUT I AM SOO BORED!!! waiting to go for dance lesson later...hoho =D

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

i had a bad day

yesterday, my mind was overworked, due to my stupid thoughts. too much thinking.

and i thought my crying was because i think too much, but if fact it was worsened by PMS. how bad was it? i literally cried the whole day. when i watched tv or dramas on the computer, only these things distract me from crying. once i stopped, i started crying again. i tried hard to sleep at night, but tears kept flowing till my head hurt.
PMS sometimes is really really scary.

andd...I AM SOOO BORED! and lonely. rotting at home does have it's downside.........

Monday, December 1, 2008

HOME!!!

i see cobwebs everywhere.

sorry people....couldn't find the time+energy to update.

so what's new?? i'm back in sg for the holidays, leaving on the 28th feb, so no worries guys, i have plenty of time to meet up with everyone :)

allow me to apologise beforehand that i didn't get souvenirs......i was rushing for time. was more interested in getting my ass on the plane instead. sorry sorry sorry.

i'm officially 20 a few days ago. didnt do much on that day, just cut a cake my mum baked and went to the hospital to visit my maternal grandpa who suffered a stroke 2nd time round.

received a present from a friend. my one and only present :)see the blue wordings?? cool eh?!?! and it's a automatic watch! no batteries at all! :)
(downside is that i gotta wear it often/wind it up often.....) can't bear to wear it out cuz it's white....

so anyway....i'm rotting at home. sigh. signed up for dance lessons again or else i'll seriously have nth to look forward to.

still waiting for one last subject's result. the other 2 was quite ok, one pretty unexpected, but overall, could have done much better. owell i shall be contented.