exams are nearing

so many assignments, so many presentations. so many things due before exams

and exams are in a month's time. it sucks, and this has been the only time i feel so helpless. it's so bad cuz i don't freaking understand what has been taught for the past 3 months. it's so so horrible cuz i have never not understood big chunks of lectures/big chunks of material. i think now i understand the use of frequent tests. really really helpful.

and it doesn't help matters when 75% of the entire subject's mark is taken up by the exam grades.

what can i do but help myself since it's my grades and i can't rely on others for exams? sigh.


tried baking pandan cake for the very first time recently and sad to say it wasnt very successful. didn't have the lightness of a pandan chiffon cake and the airyness. it was too crumbly and a little too moist. i must perfect it.

so sick of studying. BUT I MUST GET THE FKING DEGREE.