Thursday, July 22, 2010

restlessness

money matters are getting on me now that i realise i'm spending very much even without buying the unnecessary. i should start investing and growing my money already and not let the money stay stagnant. soon..plans are on the way with help from the trusted.
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i kind of hate it right now looking at pictures of baked goodies that friends post on fb, cuz it seriously causes an itch in my hands (or heart) to go trawl the web for recipes and bake some shit.

but no, it's not like back in adelaide where i have the urge/knowing of what to bake next, search for the recipe, try and try and try again. is it the weather? lifestyle? people? i really don't know..it's a mixture of everything i suppose.

is it because i am finding my life so boring, so mundane i wished i was doing something else to fill the gaps? but i am so lazy i find it hard to plan anything for myself. even seeing other couples post photos of the activities they had done like going to the mbs or universal studios or even to some big walk event makes me jealous.

or maybe i'm just getting a little emotional now. it's PMS time -- P for post.

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